1.Comin' Down
Lord make me a lightning bolt to burn off this ring
(comin' down, comin' down),
Lord make me a Skilsaw to cut through these chains
(comin' down, comin' down),
Lord give me the clarity to see through this smoke,
Lord make me an arrow to pierce through the lies
(comin' down, comin' down),
Lord make me a lens to better see my life
(comin' down, comin' down),
Lord make me an instrument to sing away the pain,
I'm free, here in the mountains of peace may I be.
Lord I'm mistaken in the choices that I made
(comin' down, comin' down)
I made me a prison that should've been a man
(comin' down, comin' down)
Lord help me discover the courage to Be,
I'm free here in the mountains of peace may I be,
I see the greatness above and the smallness of me.
So free, here in garden awake consciously,
Lord I'm your instrument, I'll shoulder the weight,
Of feeling emotions in a deeper shade.
I'll be the one who puts them to song,
And liberate the heartache comin' down.
Lord make me an arrow to pierce through the lies
Lord I'm mistaken in the choices that I made
Lord I'm your instrument, I'll shoulder the weight,
I'm free, here in the mountains of peace may I be.
I'm free here in the mountains of peace may I be,
2.Lovelight
Crimson cardinal sees his life,
Into the glass he flies.
The perfect partner he does spy,
A moment's glance of eyes.
Refl ections of a future love,
Feel the pull of fate.
The perfect love turned out to be,
Himself in haste and vain,
Passion's flash of red,
In your eyes I fi nd,
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight.
Blinded by surprise,
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight,
All the qualities I loved,
Now bite me black and blue.
All the joys you loved in me,
Come biting back at you.
So innocent we found ourselves,
Becoming what we feared.
'Til death do us our shadows part,
Make room through all these tears,
'Til something new appears,
In your eyes I find,
In your eyes I find,
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight.
Blinded by surprise,
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight.
In your eyes I find,
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight.
Blinded by surprise,
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight.
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight.
Blinded by surprise,
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight,
You are my lovelight.
In your eyes I fi nd,
In your eyes I find,
All the qualities I loved,
3.El Greco
I'm black on blacker velvet,
Milk skin and veins,
Like some El Greco painting,
So full of pain.
So full of longing for light of day.
I thought I knew who I was in the world.
But here I am twice blind at being born,
Crawling to my buried voice, within.
And I've forgotten who I used to be.
And I've forgotten the woman in red,
Living her dream.
And I've forgotten the courage I used to be.
Happiness is overrated,
It never lasts.
Skating the surface of oceanic depths.
Oh may the fruit of my life be meaning.
So please forgive me all my seriousness,
My so-called spirituality,
I'm just a mess.
I'm tears and anxiety,
But I'm unafraid to See.
And I've forgotten who I used to be,
The leader in her glory shining, divining.
And I've forgotten, the courage I used to be,
The middle passage is so damned humbling, persona crumbling,
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't
know.
And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try, and I try.
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't
know,
And I try, and I try, and I try, and I try, and I try.
Like some El Greco painting,
No sun or sky.
No lantern, no candle needed to light,
The holy radiance behind the eyes.
And I've forgotten who I used to be.
And I've forgotten the woman in red, living her dream.
And I've forgotten the courage I used to be.
I don't know...
4.Lonelytown
Spin the globe, stop and start.
Come to a place that's torn apart.
Here's a secret, it's my heart,
Oh well,
Broken shutters, whistling wind,
Vultures circling overhead,
Tumbleweeds fl y,
Dust in my eyes,
Peeling paint on empty homes,
Where people lived in this town long ago,
Packed their bags, nailed down the door,
Oh I once had a love of my life,
The sun of my soul.
But I took him for granted,
Ignored all the signs,
Spiderwebs and weeds waist high,
Abandoned schoolyards and rusted wire.
Looking for love,
Looking for life,
If you're lucky with a love of your own.
Remember this in a nutshell I've told：
Hold them close and don't let go,
And cherish forevermore.
Or you will live in Lonelytown.
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Spiderwebs and weeds waist high,
Peeling paint on empty homes,
If you're lucky with a love of your own.
Broken shutters, whistling wind,
Oh I once had a love of my life,
5.14
Your eyes they conjure up those Cliffs of Moher,
Far away and not listening anymore,
Dreaming of life on another shore,
So I stop talking and fade to bleak,
Feeling insignifi cant, atrophied and weak.
Even though it's not who I know myself to be,
The Queen, the Confi dence,
But I was 14 with my passion,
But I was 14 with my passion,
And 15 with my best.
16 with my ego,
And zero with the rest.
My heart is a P.O.W. tangled in my chest,
Your eyes they drown me in your sadness.
Your words they bring hurricanes.
Braving Shakespearean tempest,
The Mighty Tiger,
I think I found the one,
But I was 14 with my passion,
And 15 with my best.
16 with my ego,
And zero with the rest.
My heart is a P.O.W. tangled in my chest,
Your eyes they drown me in your sadness.
Silent suffering inside.
The one who got away,
So I stop talking, baby, cause you always want me to shut up.
And 15 with my best.
16 with my ego,
And zero with the rest.
My heart is a P.O.W. tangled in my chest,
Your eyes they drown me in your sadness.
Take the center stage meanwhile I become your trusted, silent
prop.
So take good care, this mighty woman's ready to explode,
Fire here below the surface of my volcano.
I think I found the one,
But I was 14 with my passion,
Your eyes they drown me in your sadness.
So I stop talking, baby, cause you always want me to shut up.
So I stop talking and fade to bleak,
6.Hard To Be Soft
Where's my white knight,
My prince to save the day？
I've always paved my own way.
I'm all alone, Bringing home the bread,
I wanna be a star, Like Marilyn Monroe,
A Cinderella Fantasy, A naive Clara Bow,
A princess and the pea, I try to play the part,
Surrounded by society, Hypnotizing me,
I'm all alone, At the mommy and me,
I'm the only one, Keeping the home alive,
I wanna have a star, Like Marilyn Monroe,
Looking for some company,
A Cinderella fantasy, A naive Clara Bow,
A princess and the pea, We try to play the part,
Surrounded by society, Hypnotizing me,
Out there on my own,
Successful in the world,
It works to be so strong,
But when I come home,
My pendulum's outta control,
I'm passive or I let my fi re blow.
I don't want to be a star,
Like Marilyn Monroe,
A Cinderella fantasy,
A naive Clara Bow,
A princess and the pea,
I try to play the part,
Surrounded by society,
Hypnotizing me to be,
Home-baked apple pie,
A centerfold in heels,
A Betty Crocker Pamela,
Complacent to believe,
In my Mr. Right,
A pipe and slippers guy,
A ready, steady, rock-hard Eddy,
Oops not always, guess it's only,
Hard to be soft.
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I don't want to be a star,
I'm all alone, At the mommy and me,
Out there on my own,
I wanna have a star, Like Marilyn Monroe,
I wanna be a star, Like Marilyn Monroe,
7.It's My Life
That quiet voice inside of my soul,
It's rising up again.
Oh I know it's the time, life is short.
Indecision, should-haves, could-haves,
Will only rip my joy away.
This inner cross-roads may define me,
Cause it's my life,
And I am free,
To live my life,
For all the people who hear my song,
Why not take a chance？
By the keeping the child alive in our heart,
Trusting beauty,
Truth, perfection,
I'll never lead my light astray.
Listen to my intuition,
Gather up my faith.
'Cause it's my life,
And I am free,
To live my life,
The way I feel.
'Cause it's my life,
And I am free,
To live my life,
The way I feel.
Deep inside I know I can,
Deep inside I'm beautiful,
Tell myself I won't give up,
heal my intuition
Gather up my faith.
'Cause it's my life,
And I am free,
To live my life,
The way I feel.
'Cause it's my life,
And I am free,
To live my life,
The way I feel.
'Cause it's my life,
Over time a thousand fields,
Will have passed beneath my feet.
Cause it's my life,
Indecision, should-haves, could-haves,
For all the people who hear my song,
Trusting beauty,
8.Safe In Your Arms
Sometimes I'm too bold for my own good,
I go out swinging hard and fast.
This world is beating me broken.
Too quick in the first round,
Too slow in the second,
Now I'm here in the third,
I wanna be safe in your arms,
I wanna be safe in your arms,
I wanna be safe in your arms,
Safe in our home,
Safe in our land,
Safe in our world,
It don't matter how strong I think I am,
I always need another heart,
To bind me to the moment.
Alive in the fourth round,
Collapsed in the fi fth,
Now I'm here in the sixth,
And I need your belief.
I wanna be safe in your arms,
I wanna be safe in your arms,
I wanna be safe in your arms,
Safe in our home,
Safe in our land,
Safe in our world,
Safe in your arms.(And everybody sings oooh...)
I wanna be safe in your arms,
I wanna be safe in your arms,
I wanna be safe in your arms,
Safe in our home,
Safe in our land,
Safe in our world,
Safe in your arms.(And everybody sings oooh...)
Sometimes I'm too bold for my own good,
Safe in your arms.(And everybody sings oooh...)
I wanna be safe in your arms,
I wanna be safe in your arms,
Too quick in the first round,
It don't matter how strong I think I am,
Alive in the fourth round,
9.I Wanna Kiss You
I wanna kiss you. I wanna kiss you.
I wanna stop the conversation,
Oh, lie beside me now,
Funny papers, morning sunlight streams,
Oh fantasize me now,
I'll kiss your neck and make your toast and tea,
Oh won't you marry me？
I see a little church atop a hill.
I wanna kiss you. I wanna kiss you.
I wanna stop the conversation.
I wanna kiss you. I wanna feel you.
I wanna feel you.
I wanna lean my body into yours.
Oh believe me now,
Walk with me upon the path I see.
Oh a cozy home,
Nestled in an English garden scene.
You will write your books,
And I will paint my paintings by the sea.
But now I'll be Lolita if you please.
I wanna kiss you. I wanna kiss you.
I wanna stop the conversation.
I wanna kiss you. I wanna hold you.
I wanna hold you.
I wanna wrestle you down to the ground.
I wanna hold you.
I wanna stop the conversation.
I wanna kiss you. I wanna have you.
I wanna have you.
I wanna be a possessive girl.
I wanna have you.
Hold you, hurt you, love you, need you, love you, wrestle you
down to the ground,
Bite you, love you, hold you,
I wanna kiss you.
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I wanna kiss you. I wanna kiss you.
Oh believe me now,
Oh, lie beside me now,
I wanna kiss you. I wanna kiss you.
10.In Our Dreams
(Holding on, holding on, holding on...)
Here in this vacancy,
Where we existed,
The very core of me,
An empty garden.
An angel guided you home,
now I'm alone, now I'm alone,
The living on's the hardest part,
This house is silent now.
The bed's much bigger.
The Maker guided you home,
Now I'm alone, now I'm alone,
The living on's the hardest part,
But then at night when my soul is in flight,
And together we meet in the galaxy,
Love know no lease,
We're here in the meadow of grace and peace,
So if you hear me now,
'Cause I know you're out there.
A little bird flew you home,
Now I'm alone, now I'm alone,
The living on's the hardest part,
But then at night when my soul is in flight,
And together we meet in the galaxy,
Love knows no lease,
We're here in the meadow; our secret place.
We meet again in our dreams.
In our dreams.
In our dreams.
Some days we meet again in our dreams.
But then at night when my soul is in flight,
This house is silent now.
But then at night when my soul is in flight,
The very core of me,
The Maker guided you home,
An angel guided you home,
A little bird flew you home,
So if you hear me now,
11.Until I Met You
Crumbling down, My life,
Walking around, Broken down shoes,
And I know the silence is good for me.
And I know how to be alone.
And I know I'm trying to wait this out.
Then our eyes meet 'cross the room,
And I feel like I'm fl ying outside myself.
I can't catch my breath,
I just feel something switch,
Can't explain myself.
I see a house, There's a child,
Alone on a swing, Where's his mother been？
She's in the back, Hiding her tears,
I don't know why I walk through the same charade,
I don't know what I'm feeling right now,
But I know I'm tired of the same old tears,
Then our eyes meet cross the room,
And I feel like I'm fl ying outside myself.
I can't catch my breath, I just feel something switch,
I don't know why I walk through the same charade,
I don't know what I'm feeling right now,
But I know I'm tired of the same old tears,
Then our eyes meet cross the room,
Then our eyes meet cross the room,
And I feel like I'm fl ying outside myself.
I can't catch my breath,
I just feel something switch,
Can't explain myself.
We meet cross the room,
And I feel like I'm fl ying outside myself.
I can't catch my breath,
I just feel something switch,
Can't explain myself.
I thought I was happy, Until I met you.
Until I met you.
And now I've met you.
And I feel like I'm fl ying outside myself.
Until I met you.
(Something inside of me tells me to change my life)
Until I met you.
(Something inside of me tells me to fl y)
And now I've met you.
Walking around, Broken down shoes,
Then our eyes meet cross the room,
Then our eyes meet 'cross the room,
Then our eyes meet cross the room,
I don't know why I walk through the same charade,
I see a house, There's a child,
I don't know why I walk through the same charade,
And I know the silence is good for me.
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